Sunday, March 23, 2014

please come back

Today has got to be one of my most unproductive days ever. I promised myself yesterday that I would catch up on missed lectures and finish my pharmacology report that's due on Tuesday but to no one's surprise, I completed nothing. I spent the majority of the day on my report since that was my priority at the moment but when I tried writing anything, I was faced with one of two extremes: mind blank or information overload. This really depresses me because I was so determined to get it done that I postponed a dinner date. But whatever, I still have 2 hours before the night ends!

On another note, I can't believe that it's Week 4 at Uni already. I'm really happy about that. I just want to get this semester over and done with. Up until now, I haven't been able to let go of the Summer holidays.. which is why I've been going out weekly. If I didn't, I'd be stuck at home and forced to face reality.

Wednesday, March 19, 2014

falling behind

I feel like I should be stressed but I'm not. I'm aware of how much work I have to do to keep up with uni this semester but I'm just so relaxed. I get little bursts of 'I need to be on top of this work load' but then that disappears and I just do what I need to get by. It's like my brain knows I have to work to complete but my heart is just elsewhere wanting to go out all the time.

Also, is it bad that I dread and sometimes skip my lectures just because the building they're in is located too far away (for me)?

Yes.